My eyes are tired as I lie in my bed
But I can't go to sleep, not after what you've said.
How can I ever expect things ever be good
When I feel like you have thrown me into the woods
Thrown me into sadness, thrown me into hate
But still I sit there and patiently wait.
Wait for your to change your mind,
Wait for you for to just be kind.
Not to slam the door and walk so far away,
To just wait and listen to what u have to say,
It's not my fault I'm messed up in the head,
So please whatever you do, don't leave me for dead.
Don't blame me for situations beyond my control,
My heart and mind you already have stole.
So please don't throw it all back in my face,
Don't walk away and leave so little trace,
Everyday you take a step away,
Even though you told me that forever you would stay.
And now you turn this round all on me,
I'm that cause of this hate and thus atrocity
But I just worry and I just care
I'm sorry if I hunted you unawares.
Bad stuff happens , that's just life
But your expectations I cannot suffice
Perfect is far from what is me
But I'm trying can't you see
Please just don't tell me I am bad
Because I'm not, I'm not mad.
You drove yourself away
And I will never ever be okay -me x
People leave, life goes on
We played a game in English today where we read out things people had in common until we got down to one person. One of the things that was almost always said was 'stay standing if you're a girl'. And just after this gender confusion I didn't want to stand but I also can't not.
#LoveoftheSea Update! - I just finished the final read-through and sent the manuscript to the publisher. The editor is scheduled to go over it on Monday! Now I'm going to be designing the cover. You can follow my progress on my Patreon where I will be posting the WIP shots! https://www.patreon.com/KHRArts 💙
No drawing today but the cover of a short story I'm writing on Wattpad, "The bouquet of brambles", which tells the story of two teenagers in a world about to end who meet among the last flowers on earth and learn to know each other by giving each other snatches of their lives. It will take some time for me to continue though, because I must search some details about biology and science and stuff like that.
She was looking outside the window as I approached her.
Such fairness... I nearly stopped for a sec to watch carefully. But I need to remind myself... She is not Sophia... She isnt my love, and I should be happy for that. -" Jayden. " I awaited her response, I made it clear I entrance the living room. The way Danny approached her was just... Not a way of a man to talk too a woman.
_" Yes? " she turned around and reached my sight.
I heard her heart beat up and her eyes started to sparkle like a million stars was dancing under the night sky, why do she have to be such a beauty... _" I owe you an apology. " she looked abit suprised for a moment, then... Her eyes rolled down on the floor then up to me with a little smile from her tiny perfect lips. ... I wish I could read thoughts, even tho I can hear her heart beat faster n faster... She is human. Its pumping blood... Blood....... Blood.. She helped me get focused again when she said... " Adam " with an angelic tone. .
I hate being what I am sometimes... this is one of the reasons... Craving for blood... Living from someone else that is mortal. I envy it, the mortal life... No need to worry to become a beast from the thirst... Urge the thought from pierce your fangs in to someones soft and warm skin... .
I looked at her, my thoughts was a big mess at the momemt and I coulden't think straight... _" It's okey, " she smiled towards me. " You saved me, more then anyone ever could... Thank you. For taking care of me... Adam. "
I coulden't help but feel the corner of my mouth rise a little... Her voice made my mind clear. .
Se não tem uma sofrencia pra eu chorar que nem bebê, nem é minha TBR 😂😋.
Terminei o primeiro conto ontem, e gente! Que lindo, que amor, que quotes! Eu ia começar o segundo, mas resolvi pegar esse. Mesmo lendo Sweet, Meus dias com Você me chamou a atenção. Só li coisas maravilhosas sobre a obra, estou ansiosa pra saber mais.
Se você já leu, me conta o que achou! Hoje quero terminar a releitura de Harry Potter e a Pedra Filosofal 💕 do projeto #lendohpcomarafa . Confesso que esta sendo mágico entrar novamente nesse mundo ❤.
School started back up today and I always feel really obnoxious the first day. I laugh too much and make too many dumb jokes and smile too big like I need to impress these people I've known for a million years. I think the best part of today (besides securing the dream team) was having a friend wear the shoes I designed and then telling everyone that I made them.
Pogubiłem się w Tobie...
I juz nie wiem, czy to wtedy tak się uwziąłem, tak narzekałem...
Może miałaś rację, wciąż mi było źle, nie dało mi się dogodzić.
A może to teraz tak Cię idealizuję, pamiętam tylko dobre rzeczy,
Bo Ciebie już tu nie ma ze mną... I już nie wiem naprawdę, czy tęsknię za Tobą
Czy po prostu za tym, co mieliśmy...
Za każdym razem kiedy tamtędy przejeżdżam , wydaje mi się, że spostrzegam nasze dwie obejmujące się postaci, ale na tej ławce nikogo nie ma. #sad#true#story#miss u
On a night out with one of my besties and 2 guys are chatting her up.
One guy turned his interest to me and I said "you are barking up the wrong tree mate.... Not only am I married, I'm gay!"
"You are married to a woman?!?!" he says.... pointing back and forth to me and my friend nodding. "So like you two have... you know..!!"
Wink wink! Nudge nudge!
"Nooooo!!! We are just friends!"
Looking seriously confused, he says "But she is a girl and you are gay!"
Me and my mate have heard this comment before lol. Back in my single, partying days, my mate always crashed over my house and other friends would say... "you slept in her bed??? Together??? But she likes women!!!"
😂😂😂 yup... because us lesbians pounce on anyone with a toot!